Eos

This is your card reading for Monday, January 11th/16.  Your card slid out of the 'Awakening of the Divine' oracle deck, authored by Velva Dawn Silver-Hughes.  Each card in this deck is aligned with a goddess, and a crystal.  Your card today is 'Eos ~ Rebirth', and Velva Dawn's message for the card is this:
"CRYSTAL: Infinite Stone
Are you ready to shift into the new patterns of ease and grace?  Are you willing to let go of the darkness and the pain?  Can you feel the expansiveness of the energy of the New Dawn? Are you willing to  be part of the light that diminishes the duality on Earth?
Eos is the Greek, rosy-fingered goddess of the dawn and is equated by the Romoans with Aurora. Eos is a winged goddess who rides a chariot across the sky ushering in the dawn. Her horses are Lampus and Phaethon. She and her siblings Helios (the Sun) and Selene (the Moon) were numbered among the second generation Titan gods.  Eos rose up into the sky from the river Okeanos at the start of each day, and with her rays of light dispersed the mists of the night.  She was sometimes depicted riding in a golden chariot drawn by winged horses, at other times she was shown borne aloft by her pair of wings.
This card may come to you as an affirmation that it's time to step into the energy of the New Dawn and release the old baggage that has been holding you back.  Its time to quit resisting the divine whispers to let go and embrace the New Dawns before they become louder and stronger.  Now is the time to be willing to let go of the old patterns of control and working hard.  Eos is inviting us into a reality of love, oneness, ease and grace.  Our thoughts create our reality.
This card may bring up an area of darkness in your life that you have been suppressing and may not have had the time to deal with it, or have been wanting to feel the pain that these experiences caused in this lifetime or a past life time.  Invite Eos into your life to assist in transmuting the pain, grief, anger, jealousy, bitterness, and resentment that you ay still have in  your cells from this experience.  You may wish to ask Eos to also bring forth any darkness that you have buried deep within your chakras to be healed with the light of the New Dawn.
We are entering a phase of high vibrational light.  You need not be ashamed from your darkness, as it gave you the wisdom to share and support in the light.  We needed duality to learn the connection of love and oneness.  You may wish to go outside at dawn as the sun rises each morning and give thanks to your experiences of darkness and know that they have been a very valuable tool in culminating inner wisdom for the expansion of your light.
AFFIRMATION:  I am embracing the infinite energy of one, as we all assist Mother Earth and Eos in ushering in the energy of the New Dawn bringing an infinite energy of light to the human collective shifting into the next dimensions."

My message for you today is this:
We are now in the shadow of yesterday's New Moon.  Vibrationally, and energetically, New Moons are about manifestation and setting intentions for that which you desire to bring into your life experience.  In this year of being courageous, you will be lovingly 'pushed' to be your own beacon of Light. Utilize the powerful manifestation energy now available to you to focus upon being your individualized, unique illumination in the world.  Your thoughts are magnified, so be conscious and aware of where you place your attention and focus and the emotions that you fuel them with.  Acknowledge any self-doubt, and 'why me?' concerns that may arise---yet do not give any energy to them.  Why NOT you?  Who, exactly, deemed any one else any more or less worthy? Under what authority?  If you are acting from a place of LOVE and INTEGRITY, then your actions will reflect that, as will the results.  Any perceived 'mistakes', 'misjudgments', or 'misconducts' or your past do not negate your ability to shine your Light.  Having experienced the dark within yourself only makes you more compassionate to the dark in others, and thereby allows you to be a brighter beacon, having found your way past the dark.  SO MANY of the spiritual leaders and mentors that we now look up to for guidance and learning, have beyond a doubt clawed their way out of their own darkness.  How can you give someone a reliable map, if you haven't first traveled that road yourself?  And make no mistake...even those who are Lightworkers or Beacons of Light, and have committed to being of service to others in Lighting the way...may still encounter shadow periods in their life, at times.  The difference is, they DO now hold a map to residing in their Light, and they know the way there, even if they stray off the path occasionally---to do so is part of being in the physical experience, after all.  
In addition, a dear friend advised me today---when I was speaking to her about a soulful project that is close to my heart---that I quit using the word 'frustrated', when I speak of it. This word, and the emotions associated with it, are energetically blocking my movement forward with it, she advised.  I see the wisdom in what she shared---I will consciously shift the energy that I direct to this heart-centered project and will surrender to the knowing that I am MEANT to birth it.  Be aware of your attitude and intention and then allow the Universe to support you in ways that you could not conceive for yourself. I will hereby release the energy of 'frustration' and will embrace the energy of 'expectation' that all will come to fruition as it is meant to (which means taking guided ACTION, obviously...this project is not going to just 'birth itself'!)
So, zero in on the gifts you have to share...give your attention to THAT; trust that YOU are the intended conduit for sharing your gifts in ALL of your humanness; and call upon Eos and the Universe to support you in allowing your Light to shine.  Take guided action, and follow the sign posts revealed to you along the way...
Blessed be...